life.. so much fulfilness, so mch emptiness..

sitting at my desktop, waiting for to go church, it sorta is kinda empty.. haha.. the idea of loving someone who loves me back is kinda numb to me, haha.. my frens say i need a galfren, i dunno wat i need, haha.. but right now i noe wat i'm doing in my life.. its not for me.. but its worth it.. wat are frens for man.. can't possible everything i do in life is for myself.. haha.. well.. i do hope i get appreciated, i do hope someone else see all the little things i do in life.. haha.. i do hope ppl see the collage of me.. not juz the pic of me.. i do hope that nice guys dun finish last..... haha.. hope... nice song.. hope...